well it has been 6 months since my last post on the blog and i know these are the heights of irregularity. Well these 6 months were supposed to be the make or break period for me in my career, either i could have pushed on the gas pedal and gone to a different orbit or laze around where i was already. well so far im doing the latter. CAT came and went , i had requested for an appointment with GMAT and it breezed across and am almost at the end of yet another calendar. An year which i thought would redefine my career and one in which i resolved to really turn a new chapter has only belied all expectations. But I still have a chance, irrespective whether i take ISB or not i need to get a call to prove to myself that it is time i either shrug this side of mine or sink into it and lie forever. For making the ISB dream happen i know i have a big task at hand. My schedule goes somethign like this till the break of new year and probably even into the first week of the new year. GMAT study (have to up the score to around 730's), essays and recos . All these together at the same would be considered a cardinal sin by most bschool aspirants or the bschool inmates but then thatz wat i have at hand now and am keen to do it well and find success at the end of the journey.
Well one thing i would like to tell myself is once you decide on something stick on to it put your heart into it and never roll back or be depressed by any setbacks on the way. Well this the biggest blunder i have committed so far in my life. Taking important decisions too slow and late and then drooling over the rightness of the same. This has defnitely set me back by almost 3 yrs in my life, but then i hope that i get determined never to again let this happen at any stage in my life again. A lesson learnt early. Lets see how things go.. Im not gona wait till January 1 to uptake all this transformation, it is going to start today December 1 2004. It is a test to see if a totally different perspective to the way one lives can be achieved by sheer resolve and determination. Well only time will tell..
