well to give an overview of everything else outside the World of MBA. Appa had the back operation and it was quite a sight and feeling for me to be at a hospital. I would rather say i have been really fortunate not to have been to the hospital as a patient or visitor at all so far in life until this happened. It was something which was totally new for all of us home. He should be back to normal in a few months and get back to his philanthrophic pursuits, which might have to be toned down henceforth.
Had a chance to watch Yuva..(Obviously where else !!!) Well not many people liked the movie for watever criticism of the episodic screenplay. But then ManiRatnam really thrills me probably, well not surely my views would be influenced by my like for the director. I just loved the way he stitched the three characters at a common point, it is something which is very new in Indian cincema.. This is something which i have always noticed in Mani's movies which probably gives a point to the critics that characters are not sketched too well on the screen but then the man has so many thoughts to put in the large canvas doesnt offer him the reels enough. This aspect was very visible in Yuva where he just zipped through certain portions even before the viewer could undrstand wat was happening it was gone. The best shots of the movie where ofcourse Abhishek's performance.. well the man really showed steel in the role and showed skin with Rani. Personally i luved the Ajay Devgan part, probably there was nothing in it. but then the point put forth and the rallying of youth to change the face of India from the clutches of politicians was something which i have been nurturing in my heart for long.. hence i felt very much attached to it and reinforced that i need to do an MBA and get famous and rich and get back to serve the country. This is probably my biggest motivation to go for it with full zorr...

well wat to say but tht this is atrocious... i will the most dubious distinction in the world for being the most lazy person.. this is jus getting too annonying for myself in the first place. am just not able to peak to my potential.. leave alone peaking am no way near even 10% of my top gear performance. Wat is more disgusting and alarming is that the goals i have set myself to conquer in the next 6-9 months are those that i have dreamt of for long and those which are most close and cherishable to my heart. I know the success in those endeavors will catapult me into a new league where i would be unique and away from the crowd and script huge success stories not just for myself but for ppl around me and some huge corporations. I just have to get out of this rust and really focus right from today well no but right from this moment because the opportunities and challenges ahead of my in that path are too big for me to lose bcoz of my procrastination (God Forbid noone should have this degree of this character as me ). Me just gona do it. Throw all my dirty past and get along because i need to get there at a B School to realise my dreams in life. It is not that am failing in my current job but then this is not something that gives me the satisfication bcoz i hav always dreamt of me as a leader and somebody in the forefront of decision making.
Then probably i have cleared my totally cluttered mind of thoughts and convinced myself about one thing for sure. Come what me i need to be at the IIM or ISB next summer and that this is my last chance to create and lead a life i had always dreamt of and tat i think im capable of succeding.