well wat to say but tht this is atrocious... i will the most dubious distinction in the world for being the most lazy person.. this is jus getting too annonying for myself in the first place. am just not able to peak to my potential.. leave alone peaking am no way near even 10% of my top gear performance. Wat is more disgusting and alarming is that the goals i have set myself to conquer in the next 6-9 months are those that i have dreamt of for long and those which are most close and cherishable to my heart. I know the success in those endeavors will catapult me into a new league where i would be unique and away from the crowd and script huge success stories not just for myself but for ppl around me and some huge corporations. I just have to get out of this rust and really focus right from today well no but right from this moment because the opportunities and challenges ahead of my in that path are too big for me to lose bcoz of my procrastination (God Forbid noone should have this degree of this character as me ). Me just gona do it. Throw all my dirty past and get along because i need to get there at a B School to realise my dreams in life. It is not that am failing in my current job but then this is not something that gives me the satisfication bcoz i hav always dreamt of me as a leader and somebody in the forefront of decision making.
Then probably i have cleared my totally cluttered mind of thoughts and convinced myself about one thing for sure. Come what me i need to be at the IIM or ISB next summer and that this is my last chance to create and lead a life i had always dreamt of and tat i think im capable of succeding.